Doing what I did broke a promise that I made to my father. And even if it didn't strictly violate my role as Abhorsen... I worry that it will encourage the wrong mindset. In myself, and others, if they learn of what I can do.
Your father is not here. Promises to the dead are only ever a thing by which you torture yourself.
The others will not learn of it, because you will not tell them. I doubt Yzak will speak of it, or Blue himself. I have no interest in divulging your secrets.
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I do not think he would be surprised at what you did.
However, I suspect you both may have feelings to work out on the matter. It would be cruel to keep those from him, considering his nature.
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But... You're right. I should speak with him.
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The others will not learn of it, because you will not tell them. I doubt Yzak will speak of it, or Blue himself. I have no interest in divulging your secrets.
And yes, you should.
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Thank you for your discretion though. I will speak with Blue.
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