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"This..." His face tugs and pinches, despair fighting with resolve fighting with doubt. "... Can you really fix this?"

Despite the words, it's too flat to be a request for reassurance. Too grim. Can she really fix this? Could anyone? He'll adjust if he has to proceed with only one arm, of course, but she's promised, and with the unreal incidents that spring up around her, he can't dismiss the fact that she just might repair this despite its condition. Can she stop the wound's progress?

He's fixed her with a look that he means as sharp, but that is too intense, too saturated at the edges with smothered desperation to be anything mild.

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Sabriel has to fight back a wave of nausea at the smell, and the sight of the arm, but-

"Yes," Sabriel tells him, offering him a small, reassuring smile. "I'm a mage of not inconsiderable power. And I'm sorry, I know it hurts, but that will stop soon."

In theory she knows how to do this. In theory, she should be strong enough, but she's never actually tried. She brushes her fingertips over his forehead- just enough for her vision to fall away for a moment, to be replaced by the Charter.

Next, leans over the wound, fingers sketching out marks as she speaks- half to keep herself focused, half to explain to the other Connor what's going on- if she's going to teach him magic, why not start now, at least with the theory?

"These are marks of purification and cleansing, and these are for healing..." It's half an explanation, and half a chant as she continues, explaining how the marks connect to each other even as she sees the endless expanse of the Charter overlay her vision, the Charter marks coming more easily with each one she pulls from the Charter. To Connor, it might sound like she's describing an incredibly esoteric sort of computer program, even as a small cloud of glowing marks forms around her hands. She wonders if he can sense the power in them, as untrained as he is.

"...linked together by a Master mark of healing." Drawing the final mark out takes more effort than the others- but it shines far more brightly, and the other marks arrange themselves around it, forming a shining, elaborate pattern as the lights in the kitchen flicker and die. The Master mark was probably too much for the nearby technology, Sabriel realizes.

And then, Sabriel grasps the other Connor's forearm, where the rot seems the worst- and the spell flows into the wound.

There's a surge of pain as the Charter magic burns through the residual Free magic taint, the source of the rot- but it fades just as sharply, taking the rest of the pain with it as Connor's arm glows, marks moving over and under the surface of the plastic. There's sudden expulsion of the tainted fluids, before the cracks start to seal, leaving behind only narrow raised lines to show they were there at all as joints and internal mechanisms start to repair themselves.

Sabriel breaths a sigh of relief, looking both winded and triumphant as she turns the faucet, to wash away what came out of the other Connor's wounds.

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The limb looks ruined. But after everything Abhorsen's done, it's not entirely surprising when she reaches out regardless. Connor watches as she sketches out each sign, matching the symbols that he's seen on paper to the formulaic sequence she's constructing. Listens, as she tells his predecessor how it works.

...That's not surprising, either. She enters the last mark, binding it together, and his vision flickers, static fuzzing in around the edges. Fingers curl in reflexively, and Connor blinks, LED spinning bright yellow. Errors clear, and the status light returns to blue: offering a dim but clear view of the stolen, healed arm.

The surge of pain is enough to leave him choking, too overwhelmed to do anything but lock in place. Then--like a wildfire sweeping away underbrush, it's gone, and for the first time in days his arm is so pain-free it feels like the limb might be floating independent of him.

His sense of 'touch' doesn't fade, because now his arm is healed enough to not have its feedback drowned out as the contaminated substances purge, and the breaches self-seal. Fortunately for all of them, the state of infection was infinitely worse than the healing, and Connor is much more distracted by the new smooth seams (scars?), and the way the bruised exoskeleton is now firm and whole.

"That--worked..."

The pain is gone. It's fixed, all with nothing but the use of holographic (magical?) symbols that are sitting securely in his short term memory banks. Purification, cleansing, healing--healing. Connor opens and closes the hand experimentally, half expecting this to be some bizarre catastrophic misfire in his processor, but the damage stays gone, even as the bullet wounds in his shoulder and leg flare up with the sudden lack of competition.

"How did you..." It was magic. Connor looks up at her, then away, coincidentally towards his counterpart. The android doesn't look pleased, and it breaks Connor's slight daze, because this isn't the time to be caught on the impossible thing he just experience.

Connor looks down, then back at her, unable to keep from twisting his arm, reflecting light off the ridges of the scars. Rather than drop the subject immediately, he says, "Will I be learning this?"

He hopes he will. Realistically she'll probably deny it, but she might not. She already made the pain go away, and she healed him, and--his arm is whole again.

It's worked. And he seems relieved to be better, if a little stunned- but then, he hasn't really experienced much magic beyond her paralyzing and reviving him.

"Eventually- it's an advanced spell, and you should start with the basics." The last thing she needs is him accidentally injuring himself by attempting magic beyond his strength. He's still not completely healed- she can see the injury in his shoulder, and his leg, but- she should probably deal with Connor's injuries next- she does owe it to him.

"Connor," she says, turning to him, "I'll deal with your injuries now, then I'll finish up with his." And then they'll need to talk- about magic, the necromancer, and how they'll need to adjust their plans.

Eventually. The line of his mouth flattens just a little further as he stares silently ahead. That hadn't been part of their deal. But it wasn't the first time Abhorsen had gone past what was reasonable—especially for the sake of deviants. Connor strongly doubts it's going to be the last.

He straightens at the address. And... blinks at the instruction that comes after. Does Abhorsen not trust the deviant after all? He can't think of why else she would switch focus.

He nods—a little stiffly, but without too obvious of a delay—and steps forward. His eyes stay on Abhorsen as he starts shrugging off his jacket, ready to comply as directed.

Connor's mouth is open, but by then she's turning away, addressing his counterpart. He wants to ask more, he has a queue of questions that's increasing at alarming rates, but--he closes his mouth. He's patient, and despite Connor's own gunshot wounds, the other android's injuries are critically located.

As the other android begins to peel off fabric, Connor steps back, opening and closing his healed hand like he can't quite believe it works. His clothes are nearby, and he glances at them, but only briefly: he still has his shoulder wound to treat, and the clothes are ruined besides.

Healing Connor takes less effort than repairing his counterpart's arm- the injuries might be bad, but they're mundane ones, inflicted by technology rather than the supernatural. The spell is less complex, and doesn't use any marks for cleansing or purification- although she does need to use a slightly different set of healing marks, due to the different nature of the injury- it hit lung, or the android equivalent of it, and Sabriel has to rack her memory for the marks she needs. She supposes it's fortunate that androids don't need to breath, or Connor would be in even worse shape.

"I suppose you're going to need new clothes now," Sabriel says, as she starts finishing up. The other Connor's clothes aren't in much better shape, and Sabriel's not sure if going to a store is a good idea. Not with the army after them, and it's likely the police will be as well.

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After disrobing and removing his synthetic skin, Connor goes still, responding as silently and quickly to his owner's instructions as he would to any order given in a Cyberlife lab. His eyes shift a little more freely, though: flickering across the marks scribed in the air, inspecting his own damage, and glancing, more than once, back to Abhorsen's face.

She doesn't seem angry. She doesn't seem to be acting differently toward him at all, and as the damage seals, he takes in a careful breath. Exhales. His brows twitch faintly at the comment, and Connor glances at the shirt and jacket folded on the counter to his side. He'd just gotten new clothes.

Still, she isn't wrong. "...And bullets," Connor mutters. He never did make it to that gun shop. And thirium, too. Abhorsen's magic doesn't seem to cover fluid replacement, and Connor knows she doesn't have a stored supply. Where would, in the city's current state? Cyberlife Tower, certainly. A retail store, perhaps—if there were any left the deviants hadn't burned.

All of which was only relevant if she still allowed him to go anywhere after tonight. His eyes return to Abhorsen, waiting for her to indicate she's done.

Sabriel spends most of her time paying attention to her spell, but once- while Connor's looking at her- she looks back, her expression surprised but not disapproving.

"Those too," Sabriel agrees, a little reluctantly. Tomorrow night, they'll face the necromancer- with an additionally ally, but still- they won't have that much time to prepare.

"Can you think of anything else we might need?" She half expects the answer to be 'more guns', but if the necromancer's followers are heavily armed, perhaps it would be a good idea. She turns to the other Connor, looking thoughtful.

"I still need to fix your shoulder, but- it won't be as hard as your arm. If you want to ask me anything while I'm healing it- well, I'm sure you have a lot of questions."

The shift of attention freezes Connor's gaze. He's not sure what the look on Abhorsen's face implies, but he keeps his own perfectly blank for her consideration. Fortunately, it doesn't take her too long to lose interest. Her focus slides off toward the deviant... but not before dropping another point of inquiry along the way.

"...Thirium," Connor admits. He locks his eyes on Abhorsen. The other RK800 was there when he lost most of the fluid. Logically—it knows his condition, or can guess at it without help.

That doesn't make saying it less galling. (Like stretching a wound wide.)

"My levels are low."

Thirium. Both androids had been shot; both lost a lot of blue blood. "We'll need to top off our levels to be in peak condition," he says carefully, before moving on.

Abhorsen turns to him and talks about his shoulder--still bleeding, though sluggishly and without major mobility issues. She offers explanations, too.

Well, obviously he has many questions. Just to start with, he has: "I'm going to learn how to perform these 'spells', but all I'm seeing have been spoken words combined with hand gestures. What other actions are you taking, and what should I be observing?"

His mission started the instant they agreed to the terms, and though she was confident he could perform whatever it is she needed, he's been withholding his own doubts. He doesn't know why the mark on his brow glows when touched, only that it does. He doesn't know how the symbols appear like floating ashes over a campfire as she casts. Will there be consequences, if he tries and fails?

With Connor's healing done, Sabriel turns to his counterpart, frowning slightly. She hadn't considered how little he'd know about magic. Best to fix that now.

"What you're missing... isn't something you can observe." Sabriel says, not unkindly. She brushes aside some hair from her forehead.

"Charter magic relies on memorizing Charter marks, understanding how they can connect and combine to create various effects. But all Charter magic derives its power from the Charter- you'll need to learn how to reach out to it, to draw power from it." Of course, he also doesn't understand what the Charter is Sabriel realizes as she reaches out to it, the first marks of the healing spell flowing easily from it, through her, and to her fingertips.

"The Charter is... I suppose you could think of it as the power that underlies all that exists, and contains and describes all things in the Old Kingdom- everything that is, has been, or may yet be."

Which probably sounds very mystical and superstitious to an Ancelstierrian, especially one whose knowledge of the world was programmed into him by people like Cyberlife. So as the first mark touches Connor's skin she sighs, and taps her forehead with her free hand.

"Touch my mark- it's probably easier just to show you."

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The marks touch his synthskin as he talks, and bullet holes close, leaving patches of clean, new exoskeleton. As they talk the synthskin closes over the areas, leaving pale sections that slowly fade.

This does sound superstitious, and completely unhelpful. She's using it to heal him, somehow, but it still makes no sense.

'Touch my mark.'

Connor's expression, which has been intent as he listens, shifts to something more inscrutable. With only minimal hesitation, he closes the distance between them, reaching for her brow.

As soon as Connor touches her mark, there's a fraction of a second when he can see it flare under his fingertips before everything falls away with the sense of something, some engergy, flowing through him.

He can't see Sabriel anymore- instead, he's falling- or perhaps floating, among an endless galaxy of Charger marks, marks moving around him and through him in some intricate pattern, and there is no end to them, no matter what direction he looks, a vast, uncountable multitude, all moving in some vast, incomprehensible pattern, strange and alien, but not menacing.

And as soon as his hand breaks contact with her skin, it all falls away, his feet are firmly on the floor, and Sabriel's in front of him, offering him a patient smile.

"Do you understand now?"

Connor stares. Out of sight, he's rebooting several minor processes and double checking his readouts, which are all spitting back the same answers.

He just...

It makes no sense. It wasn't an interface, it was magic. There was nothing to it except a touch, and--

--and the senses he couldn't describe, a sense of awareness, and presence, and a flow through his being that stretched beyond the limits of his mechanical shell.

His lips part, and he's about to speak, but before he does he focuses on the feeling, replaying it with as much attention as he can, along with a symbol or two that he recognized. (Purification?) He's not paying attention to his sight, not until a glimmer of light appears--the instant he looks at it his concentration breaks, and the light vanishes.

... Oh.

...

Oh.

...

"... Yes," he says finally. "I do."

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"Good." Sabriel's smile widens now, relieved and eager. He's not lapsing into denial, or saying that's not possible, or questioning her sanity. Instead he's accepting what his senses are telling him.

"In time, with practice- reaching into the Charter will become easier for you. For some, visualizing a few marks they're familiar with is helpful for reaching the Charter." Not that she wants him to use any of the ones he'd seen so far- they're not the kind of spells suitable for a complete amateur.

"The first spell I'm going to teach you is a simple one- there's only one mark, and nothing bad will happen if you make a mistake- the spell just won't work."

Reaching back into the Charter, Sabriel finds the mark for light, and traces it out with slow, deliberate movements. With the electric lights flickering unsteadily overhead. it casts a steady, golden light over the room as it floats in front of Sabriel.

"Reach into the Charter, find this mark, pull it out of the flow. Then let it out of your fingertips as you trace it out." Sabriel keeps her tone even, encouraging.

"Don't worry if you don't get it right on the first attempt- just keep trying."

Connor blinks twice, recording the mark and considering her instructions, then nods. He doesn't close his eyes, but he does stop paying attention to them, shifting to recall his experiment a minute ago.

... It's still a struggle to describe the experience. He becomes aware of the flow through and around himself, he concentrates on the memory of the mark she traced, and he brings one hand up to sketch it on an imaginary pane of glass. He's trying to recreate the same feeling as last time, but it's slipping through his fingers like water. A spark of light appears at the first 'touch'--then disperses.

Connor frowns to himself. Like a bird unfurling and refurling its wings, he tries concentrating on a different part of the experience, feeling for the 'right' aspect to flex.

It takes him a few more tries, with varying degrees of success, until finally he traces the mark and it stays suspended, shining light in the flickering room. Connor lowers his hand, trying not to move otherwise--but it stays.

... He just cast a spell. He just--cast one. He has this capacity, and Sabriel's deal is seeming much more attainable in very strange ways.

Sabriel watches silently, her expression cautious but eager as Connor's counterpart keeps trying until he succeeds.

Then she smiles, almost despite herself.

"Congratulations- you can call yourself a mage. Please, keep practicing that spell, and communing with the Charter, but unfortunately..."

Sabriel looks back to Connor, shuffling her thoughts into order as her smile fades.

"I won't be able to teach you more until we deal with the necromancer. Connor learned who some of the humans serving him were, and when and where their next meeting is." Sabriel's smile is creeping back, but it's more of a grimace now.

"Which is tomorrow night- at a recycling camp. So not only will we likely be outnumbered, but at a place with so many recent deaths... he'll be able to pull spirits out of Death easily, and bind them to his service, even if he didn't bring bodies for them." Honestly, she's not sure if it will be better or worse if he does.

"We need to kill the necromancer. I'll make sure he stays dead, but I need to lay down bindings at the recycling plants and the landfill to make sure no other necromancer is able to raise an army and attempt to march it north." It almost sounds simple, when she puts it that way. In truth, she's not sure how simple putting down bindings will be in a warzone.

When Abhorsen had first turned away, he waited. For instructions, or permission, or an answer to the supply list she'd asked for. Acknowledgement, at least, that she was done.

It didn't come. It took just over a minute of stiff and silent observation before he concluded it wasn't going to. Connor stepped back slowly, turning away as he put on his skin.

Shirt. Tie. He pulls the jacket on over the rest, fingers curling in the ragged holes shot through both layers. It's all he has, and he tugs the ruined fabric into place over his holstered weapons, eyes flicking back up to watch the other two. Abhorsen seems—happy. The Connor model flickers through a spectrum of disbelief and fascination, all of it disgustingly visible across its face. Connor's own fingers curl at either side, and he runs a probability construction on the odds of a 'betrayal'.

...Low. Very low. Why would it?

It's getting everything it could have wanted here.

Abhorsen provides a wealth of information. The deviant casts its new spell. Connor waits, motionless and aching, until finally, Abhorsen speaks his name. The necromancer. Tomorrow night. He looks to her, LED swimming quick circles. Is she finally going to explain what he's for, now?

When she smiles at him, openly and sincerely, he doesn't smile back. He isn't frowning, though, either: his posture is neutral, and the creases around his eyes have finally lessened to something that is just this side of pleased, and calm.

All good things must come to an end, and this moment ends quickly. Connor settles back into a frown, and...

... What? This sounds... Connor's eyes swing to the other Connor. All actual relaxation has vanished.

"From a strategic standpoint, I can already advise against going to this meeting tomorrow."

Connor tears his eyes away, turning back towards her.

"You would be much better off if you waited."

"What? No, if we wait, he'll raise more Dead, and place more grave dirt bridges- his power will only grow." Not to mention, they'd have to track the necromancer down again if they miss this meeting. Besides, she doesn't want to delay her return to the Old Kingdom any more than she has to.

"If you want to back out of the deal, that's fine, but this is my best chance to stop the necromancer before he has a chance to raise more Dead and recruit more followers- why would I wait?" She looks back to Connor, clearly confused.

"With the three of us working together, it's manageable- I'll deal with the Dead, Connor will have my spare sword in case any get close to him, and the two of you should be able to deal with the necromancer's human allies." She looks back to Connor, clearly confused by his counterpart's reluctance.

"Connor, all of that makes sense, doesn't it?" Perhaps there's something she's missing, something that makes it more dangerous than it seems, but she see it.

He can feel the weight of his predecessor's stare. Still, it isn't until the other unit speaks that Connor's strained reserve gives way. His eyes snap over: mouth flattening, brows knitting in a glare. It has its arm healed. It has its tracker out; it has magic, and the regard of a human who's already promised to share more.

And now, less than twenty-four hours from the rendezvous, it wants to take away his chance to fulfill his mission, too?

Abhorsen, at least, seems equally appalled. His gaze flits her way in terse acknowledgement—and there's a fraction of a second's lag as she sketches out the framework of her plan. But any hesitation (confusion, fragile and too-large) is swallowed quickly by the implied demand. Analysis. His stare returns to the deviant.

"It does," he agrees: voice cold, eyes searching. (It doesn't. But not in any way that justified the interjection.)

"Unless your new 'ally' is planning something else."

Fingers curl at his side, brushing against torn cloth—and the weapon holstered underneath. Maybe betrayal isn't off the table after all.

Connor doesn't miss the way his counterpart inches towards his gun, as though being forced to delay shooting Connor is a physical strain. Connor is close to yanking the curtain back from the other android's conspiracy, and deviant or not, he must be feeling the threat to his plans like a guillotine overhead.

"You said so yourself that the odds are against you," Connor tells her, eyes narrowing. "Why are you planning to confront the necromancer at the heart of his own territory while he's surrounded by allies? A better plan would be to draw him away or wait until he's sleep. Why aren't you discussing this?"

... If the other Connor hadn't wanted to kill him before, he obviously wants to now. Connor looks at him directly, then back to Abhorsen. "Personally, I think it's strange that your supposed assistant is suggesting a plan that's likely to get you killed. He should know better, if he really has your best interests at heart."

Sabriel frowns, as the other Connor starts speaking- and then, as he implies Connor's motives are something sinister, she can't manage to hide the shock from her face.

"Because the necromancer, from all the reports I have, is both clever and paranoid- it wouldn't surprise me if none of his followers know where he sleeps, and if I tried to use myself as bait- he'd either hide from me if he thought he lacked the strength to win, or use everything at his disposal to kill me. And the longer I wait, the more allies and servants he'll have. The odds aren't ideal, but they're the best ones we're likely to get." Which still doesn't make it a an ideal situation, but waiting means dealing with a larger and larger army, with greater and greater reach as more grave-dirt bridges are set up. Her next words are far more halting and uncertain.

"And- what are you implying about Connor? I know he doesn't like me, but- he hates deviants. He wouldn't do something to deliberately fail his mission."

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